A Silent Night

I never thought I would enjoy being alone on a major holiday.

It all started last Christmas. It was kind of by default, actually, but I was by myself, watching movies and keeping an eye on my friend's apartment.

I had offers to go out and meet my friends and family tonight, but I declined for the pleasure of cooking my own meal at home. I spoke with a few loved ones, sent out a ton of text messages, and now I'm just waiting for the gravy to finish so I can enjoy dinner. I even baked a walnut pie, my first ever, just for the occassion.

I'm finally enjoying being alone, and the withdrawl has been great for me to become more introspective. There's a silent relief not having to worry about "getting home" after visiting people outside in the world tonight, and though some people miss me out there, I wanted the opportunity to spend tonight with someone I've been ignoring for a while-- me.

So, Happy Thanksgiving. And if you're alone tonight as well, may you enjoy yourself. Just don't scald the gravy...